Jared and alex plus three munchkins: September 2010

Friday, September 24, 2010

family

I have been in canada for 2 days now and goodness..my moms food is good!I am just so grateful that my sibling and the extended family is all pitching in at helping with my dad.we are taking turns to help my mom and dad with this nasty cancer that i hate and want to vomit when i hear myself talking aboutt it:) yannick came, i am here now, and joel is coming when i leave and i hear my other sibling will be all coming to spend 1 week with them, to allow the worst of time to be easier.you guys are awsome! and i just want to say.. I LOVE YOU!

Monday, September 20, 2010

my dad

Just as i thought my life was wonderful, something terrible happened.My dad has cancer.He has prostate cancer and it was diagnosed way too late.
The cancer has spreaded to other organs.I will be flying to see him and i hope that the doctors will have sometype of good news for us.So far....its not good.I am in total shock!I found out 2 days ago, while i was in florida, and it has been crazy since then.total disbelief.he is now in the hospital,he cannot walk anymore, his liver turned him green and has difficulty breathing.I was told that the therapy that he is on is helping take the pain away, but will not cure him. I have to come to grip with the fact that my dad will die. I have been fasting as well as the rest of my family, and we are hoping for the best.Who know's maybe they will find a cure in the next week:) ok... probably not.I will do what i can to help my parents,i have great kids that are always including him in their prayers,they are very sad that their papi will be leaving us.I am so grateful to know that we can see him again.after all....we are all dying...he is just dying faster than the rest of us.I need to stop crying my screen is all blurry.that means i will stop writing. hopefully next time i write , i will have better news, but for now, i need to prep another trip.